Praise Report

Multiple Fractures Healed and Freed from Fear of Abandonment

Dear Pastor Prince, I hardly know how to speak of all that God has done for me since I began listening to your programs, CDs, DVDs, and reading your books a little over a year ago.

In 2012 and at 59 years of age, I was recovering from multiple fractures in my right ankle and fibula. It required surgery that placed a metal plate and numerous screws in my bones.

In the first month, my mobility was severely limited due to the severity of the fractures and my weakened physical condition. During that time, I was oppressed and tormented by strong feelings of fear of abandonment and rejection. I was also afraid of being unable to take care of myself. I experienced panic attacks almost every day. It was a very difficult time for my husband and me as we journeyed through this season of stress.

I was plagued by nightmares and became unable to sleep—due in part to pain medication, but also to the extreme stress and anxiety that I was experiencing. Some nights, all I could do was read the Bible until I was exhausted and finally able to sleep. We were greatly disappointed that we received very little help from our families and church, but continued to believe God to provide for all our needs—physical, emotional, and spiritual.

Before my accident, I rarely watched television during the day. But during my recovery, I found the need to watch Christian programs. One day, I was changing the channel and came to your program, Destined To Reign. After that day, I was “hooked.” Every day and evening, I watched your program, soaking up the words of life that you were speaking to my soul.

I soon ordered your book, Destined To Reign. For the first time in my life, I heard that it was not the Holy Spirit convicting me of sin, but my conscience. As I read through your book, it was like water to my soul. I read it through three times, each time getting more and more freedom and peace. Since then, the Holy Spirit has continued to direct me to order books, CDs and DVDs that are helping me to grow continually in my understanding of His grace and favor.

There is much more that I could share about the journey, but more importantly, I want to share where I am today. At the age of 60, I am healthier, happier, and freer than I have ever been in my life. I am physically able to do more than I could do before my accident. It may not seem like much to some people, but I am able to clean my own home without assistance, carry groceries instead of using a cart, and be more socially active than I have in over 20 years.

In addition, I was delivered from the stronghold of the fear of abandonment, neglect and rejection that had oppressed me for most of my life. I was able to forgive those who physically, emotionally and sexually abused me, and repent of my disrespect, self-hatred, bitterness and resentment.

Today, I am confident that my heavenly “Papa” loves me, not because of anything I have or have not done, but because of what Jesus did for me. I am continuing to learn that I am completely accepted in His Beloved Son, Jesus, and share this good news with others who will listen.

My husband and I are evangelists in a disadvantaged community in Baltimore, Maryland, US. We are seeing God enlarge our ministry as a result of our emotional and spiritual healing, and we are believing Him to use us to share the gospel of grace to even more of His children.

Pastor Prince, I have not enough words to thank you for your love, your ministry, and your faithfulness to share God’s love with His children. When I speak about you to others, the first thing I say about you is, “He loves Jesus more than anyone I know.” It is your love for Jesus that drew me to your ministry and continues to draw me. Your love for Jesus has opened the door for me to learn that He is altogether lovely, trustworthy, and gracious. Each day I spend loving Him and being loved by Him, I am better able to bless and serve others. Thank you.

We love you and pray that God will continue to bless and protect you and your family. May you continue to bring the light of the gospel of the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ to His bride—the church.

Patricia Smeak
Maryland, United States
Share this with someone who needs an encouragement today!
Share on Facebook Share on X (formerly Twitter) Send email Share on Whatsapp Copy link to clipboard

Continue Reading

View All Praise Reports
No More Chemo Needed For Son’s Knee

No More Chemo Needed For Son’s Knee

In February 2015, my nineteen-year-old son, Marcus, was diagnosed with osteosarcoma, a type of bone cancer, on...

Read More

Healed Of Leg Pain, Experiencing Provision, Children’s Marriages Saved

Healed Of Leg Pain, Experiencing Provision, Children’s Marriages Saved

In 2014, I was unable to walk without much pain after being struck with a strange disease....

Read More

No More Battling Anxiety, Depression, and Dark Thoughts

No More Battling Anxiety, Depression, and Dark Thoughts

Pastor Prince, I’ve been a partner with you since 2011. I’ve been so blessed by your ministry...

Read More

View All Praise Reports

Your story can make a difference

If you have been impacted by the gospel of grace, share your story with us! Special thanks and appreciation to all who have sent in their testimonies and praise reports to us.

Subscribe

Thank you for subscribing. A confirmation email has been sent to you to confirm your subscription.

Would you like to create an account?

With an account, you can watch the past week’s episodes for free via our On Demand. And if you’re new to the ministry, we would like to bless you with a FREE sermon CD by Joseph Prince.
*Free sermon CD only for US residents who do not yet have an account.

Create Account No, thank you

Thank you for subscribing.

This email address is already subscribed.

×
Next Steps

Welcome!

How can we serve you today?

Start your journey of grace
Start your journey of grace

New here? Redeem your free copy of Destined To Reign

Receive prayer
Receive prayer
Watch more programs
Watch more programs
Get pastoral updates
Get pastoral updates