Set Free From Wrong Believing And Anxiety Disorder
Throughout my life, I had always known about God but I never really knew Him intimately. I went to church and was part of a very well-known denomination, but I never really knew who God was. As a child, I remember hearing some of my cousins talking about God and hell and from that moment, wrong believing got rooted in my mind.
In my mind, God was not a loving heavenly Father. Instead, He was a bitter tyrant, an evil taskmaster, who could not wait to strike me down whenever I committed a sin. I also believed that God did not forgive my sin, no matter how sorry I was. The worst part of it was that the devil had convinced me that I had committed the unpardonable sin and that I would be going to hell, no matter what I did.
From that time, I developed a terrifying and dreadful fear of God and this resulted in me suffering from a severe anxiety disorder and depression. The panic attacks were non-stop and terrifying. It reached the point where I was afraid to even leave the house, for fear that a panic attack would overtake me in public and there would be no escape. I also suffered from horrible acid reflux and digestive problems. It got so bad, suicide crossed my mind.
During one of those episodes, I saw a vision of a tunnel with a light at the end of it. I believe that was God telling me that my troubles would be over soon.
I was introduced to Pastor Prince and the ministry of grace by a dear friend. Through his ministry, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I began to discover that God is so amazing and so loving. I also discovered that Jesus is my true friend and companion.
Then, one day, my life was changed forever. God spoke to me, telling me to confront my strongholds. I did some research on the topic and God opened my eyes to see that I had been a prisoner in my own mind for many years. I then got a pen, some paper, and my Bible. I listed all the strongholds that the devil put in my mind and then I went to God’s Word and counter-attacked every single stronghold, defeating all of the devil’s lies. My life has never been the same since then.
God restored my peace of mind, my health, and my wellbeing. I felt safe and secure again. Because of Jesus, I became someone brand new. I also got hold of the book The Power of Right Believing and it further reinforced the truth that God loves me unconditionally and wants me to live a wonderful, abundant life. I now say to anyone who has never accepted Jesus, please accept Him because He is the most amazing person you could ever let into your life and He will make your life so much better.
Under grace, I am free, free to worship Jesus, free to praise Him, free to live the life He wants me to live, free to say no to the devil’s lies and negativity. Pastor Prince, I praise and thank God for using you to guide me to the true gospel of Jesus Christ. I listen to your teachings every day and they have truly brought me closer to God. I thank God for you and for using you to help so many growing Christians like myself all around the world. May God continue to bless you, your family, and your ministry!
Trinidad and Tobago